Debra Weiss interviews Laura Farrar
Laura Farrar is part of a courageous generation determined to reach out and do something about the problems they see in the world around them.
Because Laura Farrar has struggled with eating disorders, depression, and self-injury, she understands the pain and secrecy they bring. Discontent to just talk about these issues, Laura is determined to do something.
In 2008, Laura started the Dancing in the Rain Foundation. Through her organization, Laura hopes to start a shelter for hurting teens where her organization can offer crisis and intervention services to hurting adolescents so that they may experience God’s mercy and love while receiving the help they need.
Debra Weiss: First of all, Laura, it’s great to have you here at Real Teen Faith. I loved the name of your organization, Dancing in the Rain Foundation, as soon as I heard it. What’s the story behind the name?
Laura Farrar: Thanks, Debbie for having me! Our name was inspired by a few quotes I’ve heard over the years. One of those is “Life isn’t about waiting for the storm to pass. It’s about learning to dance in the rain.” That’s the heart of what we believe in. The storms of life bring rain and hardship to our lives, but there is hope–we can learn to dance, cope, thrive and heal even in the midst of the pain.
DW: I understand you have faced your share of tough issues like an eating disorder and even struggled with self-injury. Like so many of the teens you minister to now, you were trapped. What set you free? Is there a moment that looking back you can say, that’s when the journey out began?
LF: For so many years I was caught in the trap of depression, self-injury, and compulsive eating, and in my high school years I just broke down.
Ultimately, God set me free. It wasn’t a quick thing at all–it’s very much a long, difficult process, but the journey to freedom was there waiting for me to decide that I wanted to change.
I would have to say that in my sophomore year of high school when I met with my youth pastor and told him what I was struggling with, my journey really began. He encouraged me to have an “extreme makeover” and begin to talk to people, which was something my social anxiety disorder had prevented. It has taken about four years of seeking God’s will in my life, being ministered to by mentors, Christian counseling and medication that has enabled me to find healing.
DW: Both in your writing and in your speaking, you’ve met serious issues head-on. People say that the truth will set you free then hide behind lies. Why is the secrecy of activities like self-injury and depression so hard to break?
LF: Most of the secrecy in behaviors like self-injury and depression, and situations like abuse and addictions is directly related to shame. Our society tends to be rather judgmental to those who aren’t “normal” and so admitting that you have a serious problem is extremely hard.
Also, especially for teens, they may not even realize that what they’re dealing with is a serious problem. I know in my life, I didn’t realize depression was a mental illness until I was midway through high school. Thankfully, there is a lot more education out there for younger students now, but I think that a middle schooler who is self-injuring still may not understand that SI is treatable, because to them it’s a really important coping method.
DW: The next question I have is how are we as a church enabling this secrecy and how can we bring things out in the open?
LF: Many churches perpetuate the idea that as Christians we shouldn’t have disorders or struggle with these kinds of issues. Sadly, I’ve met far too many people who actually think that depression, schizophrenia, bipolar and other very real disorders are either demon possession or directly related to sin and disobedience to God.
While I agree that there is a kind of spiritual depression that can happen when you’re not right with God, the majority of mental illness we see in Christians happens to those who are serving, love God and are involved in the church.
For these individuals, there is no way to admit their struggles for fear of being accused and judged. In order to bring things out in the open, we have to honest with each other. Leaders in the church need to talk about the prevalence of mental illness and how it can affect anyone–not just those in sin. Until we start talking about it–in sermons, small groups, youth groups, etc., people will remain uninformed.
DW: We’ve discussed the church as enabler. But what can we do to help these young people heal? Are there things the church can do to reach out and influence these hurting teens’ lives in a positive way for Christ?
LF: Absolutely. First, the church needs to become accepting of hurting souls. In the youth group that I work in, I always watch for students who sit in the back or don’t talk to many people. They are the first teens that I approach, hug and talk to. Reaching out and simply being nice to them is so key to their healing. They have to know they are loved and accepted.
If we sit in church and whisper to the person next to us about how so and so doesn’t look like they belong in church, we have just alienated someone who needs Christ just as much as us. The second thing we can do is mentor these students. Being friendly, getting to know them, taking them out to coffee…these are all ways we can encourage them to open up to us and really make a difference.
DW: For the teen that is reading this wondering, how can I help my friend with the eating disorder/self-injury/depression/whatever they’re facing, what is the single most important thing they can do for their friend?
LF: Be there for them. Without a doubt, the support that you can offer by giving them hugs, texting, talking on the phone in the middle of the night when they can’t sleep, writing letters, hanging out–those are the daily acts that save lives. If your friend is so depressed she/he can’t get out of bed, go to their house and watch a movie together. Let them know that you care and will be there for them as much as humanly possible.
DW: For the teen who is struggling with an addiction or eating disorder or another issue we’ve talked about and reading this, how can they get help? How can they reach out and end the secrecy?
LF: It’s crucial to find someone you trust and tell them what’s going on. This could be a parent, youth pastor, leader, mentor, teacher, relative, etc. If it’s easier, start by telling a close friend, and have them go with you to tell an adult.
If the first person you tell isn’t supportive or doesn’t know what to say or do, I urge you to go find someone else and tell them. There are so many people who really truly care and would do anything to help you. An adult who is active in your life will be the best person to help you report an abuser, find a therapist, and even approach your parents if you need to.
Breaking your silence will be the hardest thing you’ll ever do, but it’s worth it! It took me ten years to tell people that I’d been abused, but after I spoke up, everything got so much better. I had to realize that holding it in was going to kill me, and letting it out was going to save my life.
DW: Finally, what can parents do if they suspect their teen is struggling with depression or self-injury, any of these things you’ve mentioned?
LF: One of the big issues is that parents don’t like to admit their child has a problem. It’s so key if your child is moody, acting out, wearing long sleeves or pants in warm weather or just being very secretive to pay attention to what might really be going on. The best thing you can do for your child is help them get help–because honestly, most kids and teens don’t realize that something is wrong and probably aren’t going to ask for help.
As a parent, talk to your child. If they won’t talk to you, get connected with youth leaders or mentors–even their friends and try to figure out what’s going on. Sneaking around being their back to find out information probably isn’t a good idea, but it’s far better to know if they’re suicidal and prevent that than figure it out when it’s too late. Be honest with your kids, but don’t be harsh. It’s not their fault–they didn’t ask for these problems and they need you to be a constant support to lean on.
To learn more about the Dancing in the Rain Foundation, you can visit the website!
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As stand-alone articles, I think the content is great. But as a book and small group study guide? Not so much. I was excited to get this book, especially as a fan of Christianity today and their articles for youth and adults.
But it feels forced, as if they took several articles and tried to make them work as a unit. Great information, but these articles are already available through CT. I love your stuff, CT, but not this one.
I sat in my car and read the texts I received from the small group in youth D-class that morning. They were amazing.
I taught a lesson called “Something to Say”, sharing how each of the disciples died a martyrs’ death–all but John.
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I’ve banked your promises in the vault of my heart so I won’t sin myself bankrupt. (Psalm 119:11 THE MESSAGE)
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Nunya! Right?
But maybe a good question to ask is “What’s really going on underneath?” You know, in your private life when no one’s looking. That seems like a personal question, but what happens then is who you are. It’s the unmasked version. It’s more than who you are, it’s what you are becoming.
Paul isn’t talking about Fruit of the Loom™ when he describes the fruit of goodness, but he is describing underwear. It’s what’s under the mask. It’s who you are when no one is holding you accountable and you’re flying solo. It’s how you resist (or not) when things try to trip you up spiritually. It’s taking sin to the light if it’s tripping you up in the darkness.
Sometimes people treat faith like a favorite T-shirt, wearing it out in public and then cramming it under the bed until its needed the next time. It’s tough to make it daily in your faith life when your private world has nothing to do with God, or if private sin is getting in the way.
So, what’s a person to do?
Invite God in and ask him to help you live your faith life the same privately and publicly. Spend time with God daily and soak in his Word. Talk to God about things that matter. He’s not going to be shocked by what you show him, but he can make it right. Extend an open invitation for God – and anybody else – to roam freely through the hidden places of your life.
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